February 5, 2008

Back into the Swing of things

Well the first week of classes is over with. It was a very long week, it seemed like it lasted for like a month. I dont really like a lot of my classes, but i'll make it through them. Zach (Cortland boy) came to visit me this past weekend. It was this huge ordeal because his bus broke down half way down here. He was supposed to get in at 3:30 and instead got in at 7. It was great having him here. He was like really open about his feelings for me, which made me a little nervous. I'm not the type to really express my feelings and he was jsut really open about it. I didnt really know how to respond. Granted, i do like him and he makes me happy, but i'm jsut not goodwith things like that. We told eachother that if we found someone at our schools, we would give that a chance and not be exclusive. I honestly thought about it and i wouldnt want to do anything with another guy. Who knows, maybe i jsut haven't found someone else. I didnt think that i liked him that much, but when I said goodbye to him on sunday, I was having a really rought time with it. I'm not a crier, but i almost started crying walking back to the train from the port authority. Over all, very good weekend :)

1 comment:

Stasha said...

This guy seems to be into you. I want to tell you how important it is to be able to express your emotions in a healthy way. Bottling them up due to nervousness or self confidence will only lead to turmoil. Remember, you dont want any regrets. Miss you more all the time. Kisses and hugs. Love you.