Long week

Last week was terribly long. I had a chemistry test on thursday night and spent majority of my week studying for it. I dedicated tues, wed, and thurs to learning all the material. Even though I studied ridiculously hard, i did terribly on my test. Chemistry is really kicking my butt this semester and I'm not doing well at all. I had a severe emotional breakdown on thurs night after I self-graded my test online. (he puts up the answers after the test) I cried for like an hour straight and then began drinking. Bad choice. I knew it wasn't good to, but i was in a really crappy mood. I then managed to call Zach and cry to him for like a good half hour and he decided that he was gonna come down over the weekend to make me feel better.

Friday was fine. I was terribly hungover and vomiting. Again, bad choice for sure. But thank God my classes were cancelled that day. Zach came and we jsut chilled while I got better. Saturday we went into the city and saw the Bodies exhibit. It's amazing. I've seen it before in Boston but i'm always amazed by it. Then we went to this Indian restaurant near St. Mark's. I've never had Indian food before so we just picked different names and meats. It actually wasn't bad for something I'd never tried. The place was wild! It was like 6 ft wide and had ridiculous christmas lights hanging from the ceiling. (there's a picture on facebook that i'm tagged in with the background of the restaurant) Anywho, it's Sunday and Zach just left. I have a ridiculous amount of work this week. Not excited about it.

Long Weekend & Beginning of Break

So Zach came over the weekend because it was his spring break. He was here for 6 days. As much as I like him, i was a little nervous that I was going to get sick of him. The problem with me and realtionships is I tend to kind of freak out and decide I dont want to be in them anymore. Zach's a great guy but he's a little overbearing emotionally. In other words, he's not shy about letting me know how much he likes me and spending time with me. As nice as that is to hear, it's a little much sometimes. The 6 days weren't actually bad. He's going through some family problems right now, so i'm trying to be there for him. It's a little more than I bargained for when i started this, but i don't have a problem helping him out. I feel like he may be a little more attached to me than I am to him, but it's understnadable in his situation.

Back home for break....i love it....Can't wait to see what the rest of the week holds.

Cortland & test results

Let's see....its been quite some time since my last post. We'll start with the cortland weekend. That was a lot of fun and we got to spend quality time together which was great. He also doesn't have a roommate so we were bascially just antisocial all weekend. Watched movies, listened to music, he played his guitar for me (he's really good). On saturday he took me out to dinner at this italian place right off of campus. It's nice to go out for a change and it was a good time. I know i repeat this a lot but i do like him a lot....we'll see what happens but i hope this works out.

This week sucked though. Got both my calc and chem tests back. Did horrible on both even though i studied ridiculously hard. But i got my bio test back and did really well on that so that made it better a little bit.

This weekend should be a good time. Have to do a little bit of work , but we're going out to a party tonight. The theme is stag and drag...aka boys dress as girls, girls dress as boys....twist, who you dress up as has to be famous. So my roommate and our friend and I are going as Hanson (very 90s and great). We got flannel shirts and men's jeans. Overall, should be really fun. We're dressing our guy friends like Paris and Nicole. We just finished painting their nails hot pink.hahaha It'll be super funny to say the least.

Next week will include more quizes, a pre-health meeting, and zach's coming from Thurs-Mon cause it's his spring break. We'll see what happens after my spring break. I know it'll be hard for us to go every 2 weeks seeing eachother. It's a lot of time so we'll have to make it like every month. I really do want this one to work out though.

Spring Break is soon. March 14th-22nd.....Need to make plans with a certain special dance teacher. hahaha...let me know!